Unplugged : Daily walk without distraction

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So I am an avid walker, I am not even sure if that’s a thing. People who walks eventually turns into joggers or runners, I just kept on walking. I can’t even remember when I’ve started the ritual, these days, If I don’t get my walk, I feel antsy and uncomfortable. Like how most people need their cup of jo to start their day, my daily walk help me orient my day.

After I read the book, Deep work, by Dr. Cal Newport , I’ve started walking without any stimulation. I used to listen to alot of podcasts on my walks, I read alot, too, I took pride in my ability to multi-task on my walks. After learning how I can use my walk to unplug, and use it as a time for self reflection, solve problems, or even writing (infact, most of the blog posts on this blog are drafted in my head as I walk, including this one) I have come to enjoy my walks even more and it has become a non-negotiable daily routine for me.

Sometimes, I’d have some reading material with me, especially those revision study from MNU, but I always make sure to get a minimum of 30 minutes of uninterrupted, stimuli-free walk, before I read. I am not gonna lie, I was so used to distracting myself and in the beginning, it felt very unnatural to me, but there is just something about walking and thinking. As Nietzsche said: “It is only ideas gained from walking that have any worth”

If you find sitting still challenging (meditation), maybe walking without distraction is worth a try. I have also come to appreciate having the music or podcasts completely turn off while I drive, being constantly bombarded with information and advertisement can feel overwhelming at times, and unplugging once in a while can be invigorating.

Teach yourself not to rely on stimuli once in a while, learn to be with yourself wholly, a.k.a : learn to be bored 

 

Atomic Habits : Meditation

These days, I really look forward to sitting down and writing on this blog, although I think I lack focus and my blog posts feels rather scattered, but these words, they represent a fragment of my present thoughts.

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Instead of a “tick”, I now use a rating system for my habits bullet journaling.

Progress on meditation 

I have moved up to tracking the quality of certain habits I’m trying to cultivate (such as meditation and reading), instead of just tracking the days I do them because I have been very consistent with them. Just weeks ago, I was struggling with sitting still for 5 minutes, these days, I start everyday with a 20 mins meditation and on days I feel agitated and flustered, I’d often end my day with a short 5-10 minutes meditation as well, even thou I am often interrupted by my lovely toddler Anya.

It feels rather vague, tracking quality instead of quantity with meditation, however, after weeks of experimenting with it, I am confident to say I can now distinguish between a poor session vs a good one. Some days I am simply “not there”, despite forcing myself to sit longer, while some sessions feels short but I am more present and focused.

The benefits I have noticed definitely motivate me to keep the ritual going : less anxiety, better concentration, better anger management, (if you have a toddler like mine, you’d understand) I just feel more level-headed.

Meditations comes in many forms, I particularly enjoy meditating in the car (eyes open, transfixed at one point, in between traffic light). I began enjoying walking and driving without any music or podcasts, I have gotten used to letting my mind wonder (content with being bored) instead of reaching for distraction every minute of the day. Each night, we’d sit in the park and watch Anya play, and we enjoy a brief conversations about our day without the distraction of devices.

I stop thinking about wanting to “fix” myself. I am a constant work in progress, but I am not broken in anyway.

“I like to think the best of me, is still hiding up my sleeves” John Mayer